AS A CHILD, I ALWAYS HAD A STRONG SENSE OF ADVENTURE AND A DESIRE TO EXPLORE THE OUTDOORS.
Access to the kinds of wilderness experiences I imagined were not immediate to me, therefore books, movies, and video games served as my imaginary outlet for adventure. Although the desire to be in the wild had grown with me through adulthood, my concern for safety had grown with it, too.
My biggest challenge then became managing my hypervigilance, which led me to prefer the safety of my inner and imaginary world, though it wasn't just uncertainty of being in nature that concerned me. As a black male, I fought against the threat of stereotype, almost believing that never seeing those who looked like me on the mountains and trails meant that I did not belong. How could I fare in nature if I couldn't trust those around me to help if it was needed?
With conscious effort, I broke through my justifiable fear and asked for support from friends, locals, and outdoor enthusiasts. To my surprise I was met with welcome and enthusiasm that matched the spirit of my childhood dreams. It didn't erase my fear, but it helped me recognize the importance of working through it by connecting with others. My connection to nature has thus been as important as my connection to people. This is the power of UBA — a bridge to others and the outside world — that which connects us all.
My introduction to UBA was through shadowing Dr. Hicks as a new hire at a Community Mental Health Clinic in San Francisco. The goal of my participation was to get to know members of the team, our clients, and various services offered. These goals far exceeded my expectations as I left with an even greater spirit of hope and understanding of the healing power of adventure, community, and the outdoors.
As more opportunities to support Dr. Hicks presented themselves, I gladly heeded the call. That summer, I joined as a co-facilitator for a group of older teens — black males who, much like I did, had not seen themselves reflected in the design or use of the city's outdoor spaces. It was a reminder that before even reaching the rock climbing walls, the environment was rife with threats to our being. Healing and corrective experiences, such as those provided by UBA, are necessary to repair our sense of displacement, alienation, and harm to restore the sense of self, belonging, and connection to something bigger.
UBA focuses on supporting agency and mastery to mitigate risks inherent in hiking and rock climbing by bring together those who are oriented towards our individual and collective growth. The renewed sense of knowledge, safety, and trust that UBA affords allows participants to access a new part of themselves, their relationships, and environments as they reach for new personal heights.
- Sekayi Edwards